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EMO-ing``

two shots of hate from a mouth as loud as a gun,

like an assasin ...
who does it for fun.two deafening blows in a war that has just begun,
life gone away...
i'm done.two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows,
leaving only onethe world i know disappears...
like the setting sun.

Wait for me
I'm breaking everything, now
Don't look back
I'm decimating myself
Not your concern
You'll lose yourself if you do
Take it allJust run away, stop waiting
And I SupposeI'm not the one to plead
And I SupposeI shouldn't ask this of you
Take this part of meThat's so broken, torn
Take it and run awayI won't follow anymore, I
Promised this to you
So long agoThat it wouldn't matter if I
Tried not to turn awayI made this promise
Made this goal, for you
Don't act like it's important
I swear it's unimportant
The only one it matters toIs me
Let it consume you
Let it take a hold of you
Let it ruin everything
Let it be like me a moment
I tore out my heart
Handed it to youI ran away from myself
Left it all to you
Take it, run awayTake it, hide awayTake it, it'll take you
Take it, I'm dead for you
Tonight
Wait for meI'm breaking into you, now
Don't look backI'm crossing inside your heart
Not your concernI'll lose myself if I don't
Take it all
Running away, I'm taking

IM dead 4eva ``
1 shoot fer me
i will nvr appear``
lying on my bed
saying I LOVE YOU

boy why must you hurt me???
why must you hurt me in this way??
your
hurting too but im hurting more.
i thought you were the right guy but i
turned out wrong.
you said some harsh things to me and i still like you
but you have ripped me in half,and the only thing
holding my heart
together is a rose,boy so all i have to ask is why?
why couldnt you let us
be?
why couldnt you have gave you and me a chance,
but you didnt want
to,when you said those horrible painful words
you just ripped me in halfwhy?
why couldnt you have said it to my face?
,noo you had to say it on the
internet.
i try to make it look like nothings wrong but there is a big hole
in
my heartthats a scar i can never fill!
its going to be a scar and
when i feel hurt ill think of what you
did to me and my heart.why?!?! why
did you say those words to me,
i was ready for a guy like you,i guess you
weren't ready for a girl
like me.all i want is an answer,and i want my
answer sooner or
later,please boy i want to know why?why did you rip me in
half
and act like nothing is wrong,but i think you feel the way i feel,
injoring me isnt going to help,and i want you to have this rose just
so
when some girl crushes your heart you can have your heart
held together just
like the way mine is being held together right
now.i want to know how you
felt about me.you kept on stalling
and stalling when i asked you,i guess you
never known a girl like
me.so all i want to say is goodbye forever but my
heart says stay
forever.but i dnt want you toso i just act like nothing is
wrong but
there is something wrong i want to go home and cry myself to
sleep.
dear boy,
all i have to say is thank you.
for giving me a
rose to hold my heart together!.

BAC (;

wad i can do to calm myself??
i feel so pain..
im tinking of him..
im tinking of the daes wit him``
im tinking of the dae he hold my hands
im tinking of the dae he hug me
....
a guy tht u lub 2 yrs..
wad wld u feel??
few months ago i brk wit him..
but y till now i feel so pain??
issit tht i still lub him??
or wad??
evrytime my fren asked abt his ting
i feel lyk wana cry...
i cant stand it anymore```
todae i feel no mood``
feel lyk wana cry
feel lyk wana sigh``
i messed up all my things``
hais reali reali moody``

too bored``
im sick``feel so grrr```
todae PE..SIANS
after the running i dono yy
i feel so ill..tis is the 1st time
i feel so sick
wad i saw ish blurr reali blurr
lyk gona fall down``
zz hais lucky amy bring me up tuh class ``
hais went bac home my ahma make me some dono wad thingy
dono wad lai derh
don taste nice ewww```
lots of things tuh do```
sians grrr i wan go shopping :)